so i've been thinking. i have no idea who is ever going to read this, if anyone. i really like being able to look back though so i'll defintily keep this up for a good while.
first of all, i'm off that cleanse. yuuuck, makes me shutter. i seriously gained weight on it. i ate way more than i usually do, and it made me bloated and really depressed.
i can't handle that, i'd much rather deal with restriction.
today all i had was a few crackers, liquid and an egg role and i'm so far stuffed.
it makes me mad, but whatever.
last night i had new years eve with my boyfriend's family and it was honestly incredible.
i love his family, even though we've had out struggles, i've seriously always looked up to them. i respect and care about each and every single person i was with last night, and i'm glad they can now feel comfortable feeling (slightly) that way about me.
i don't know if they love me as much as i love them, but the fact that they like me even a little could leave me smiling for days haha.
don't ask, you wouldn't understand unless you were me or one of my close friends/boyfriend.
tonight i'm just lying around because surprise surprise, new years left me exhausted.
i went out to breakfast with my best friend and her mom until liiiike 4 in the morning.
blah,its so weird not knowing what audience i'm writting to? like should i censor it for parents, write funny things for my friends, steer the conversation towards eating wise for my girls or keep it lovey dovey for my boyfriend...
i really don't know so i'm going to keep it journal conversation until i do.
i think i'm done writting today, my boyfriend wont answer his phoooooone.
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