day two- starting over

i'm pissed at myself for last night, that was totally unnessicary and i don't know why i did it?
its not like i was deathly hungry or anything.
okay today should be the last day of my period (TMI haha) but that means the bloat should be going down.
here's my plan for today:

as soon as i'm done with this, i'm doing a sea salt thing, yuuck, that was so hard but i gotta.
then i will make my lemonaid juice, and either go get a water from starbucks or use my own.
that'll all be done by eleven. i'll also be taking 1 cayenne pill.

i'm going to a movie at 1:10 with my friend so i'll stop by starbucks and make my lunch drink to sip on during that. i will have my cayenne pill and two hoodia pills.

for dinner, i'm going to make my drink and thats ALL I'M GOING TO HAVE ALL NIGHT!!
geesh, nooo self control, eh? bleh, also a cayenne pill and two hoodias.
i only lost .4 pounds yesterday which is bullshit.

i'm going to my boyfriend's for New Years tonight, i thiiink! that'll be fun and its not like we'll be eating all night so i'm good!

gotta get started, i hate waking up so damn late.
looove.




part two:
i'm so freaking hungry, man. haha i'm like craving everything! yeah, thats it i'm definitely not hungry just craving stuff with substance.. not liquid. bleh whatever.
okay plan, i'll do this tomorrow and the next day and if by then i'm not under 120 theeen screw this haha.
i honestly think i'd lose more weight on redline and sushi.
mmm, sounds good i'll do that when i'm done.
today is wednesday, i'll do it thursday and friday. on saturday when i wake up, if i'm not 119 or lower then i'm done with this cleanse.
if i'm lower than that, i'll keep going for a bit, i don't mind.
then of course, when i'm done i'll keep restriction.
happy new years.