you'll be right here with me

sorry, i haven't posted anything in a few days. its weird bc i've been really good!

that usually results in blogs but oh well. i've lost about 3 pounds, i'm a steady 120. i want to be 110. i'm doing very good, i should be 119 by tomorrow. i'm not sure if i will be, but if i stick to my plan i will. i haven't been sticking to them as well as i should, but i've been throwing up less.

if i do, its usually a partial purge where i only throw up the part that i overate, if that makes sense?

this is gross, i hope no one reads this hahah.

my baby got his wisdom teeth out, i've been taking care of him this weekend, and i love love love it. i love bringing him stuff, i love cuddling and watching movies and falling asleep together, i love being around his family and his parents.
we've been getting along SO well and i'm so thankful for that.
i love that he knows i'm there for him. plus i'm really sick of going out and doing nothing. i just like being there with the one i care about the most. i miss my best friends, though but i think they're doing fine. they all have their own friends and i'm sure its nice to be reconnected with them. i don't have any problems with anyone right now.

well, sort of.

i kinda feel like i don't have any friends at the moment, but i know if i reached out i'd find many :)

thats always reassuring. im going to a warehouse jean sale this saturday! i'm super excited bc all the jeans are very cute and very cheap.

i have to set a limit because it stresses me out when i buy a bunch of clothes and don't have money to do small things.

i love jeans though :) i want to be 116 the morning we go shopping.
no school tomorrow, no plans except best friend and work and i think thats perfectly fine!